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Showing posts with label dora the explorer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dora the explorer. Show all posts

Saturday, May 4, 2013

white lies

This morning, I'm walking around smiling to myself while L plays on my bed.

"Why are you smiling, mom?" L asks me.

"Because I am thinking about something happy," I tell her.

"What?" She asks, impertinently. (I'm just kidding, it's not really impertinent, but still like, what do you mean 'what?')

"You," I respond, still smiling.

I love that Lena totally buys this. Like, of course, if I am walking around smiling a knowing smile to myself, I must be thinking about how wonderful she is, because what else is better in the world than knowing the love of motherhood. (Except you know...you know.)



The reality was, I was thinking about this College Humor video that I had watched yesterday at work that was a movie trailer for a live action Dora the Explorer movie. And it was really freakin' funny. I was thinking about that. And smiling. That's my story at least, and I'm sticking to it.